[Ellie laughs alone in her bathroom and it comes out like something broken, caught together with a sob as she presses her eyes into the heels of her hands, shaking, hurting, good.
It's terrifying, feeling one step to the side of reality, and surprisingly, gloriously alive. It doesn't feel real. None of this feels real.]
I'd like that.
I'm gonna try to get up there. But can you take a picture of the view for me?
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[Ellie laughs alone in her bathroom and it comes out like something broken, caught together with a sob as she presses her eyes into the heels of her hands, shaking, hurting, good.
It's terrifying, feeling one step to the side of reality, and surprisingly, gloriously alive. It doesn't feel real. None of this feels real.]
I'd like that.
I'm gonna try to get up there. But can you take a picture of the view for me?